Monday, January 02, 2012

Diving into this

Riri: I I'm starting something and I don't know where it is going.
Queen: Do you need to know?
Riri: mmmm...yes...and no. Knowing feels safe, not knowing is yes and no.
Queen: You can know if you want to.
Riri: *Quiet, trying to listen for any info that leads to knowing*

Saturday, May 07, 2011

Thursday, April 07, 2011

Cocktails of love

Taste of joyful eagerness
Look healthy strong bushy tailed and bright eyed
Sing words of elation and caressing light flying freedom!

Feel intensely light filled
Transparent clarity, ingenuity

Then the innocent unbridled affection!

Wihiii...2011...going on 2012.
Cocktails of love.

They're HERE!!!

About goddamn time. And I'm ready to play :-D

Monday, February 21, 2011

Why women stay single

Couldn't stop laughing when I saw this lol

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Lé salsa

IS hot and elegantly rythmic
Sensual and maddeningly fun
liberating and exhilarating
soul, heart and love food.

It sings my body and dances my mind
Unfolding the woman of me
the man in him
teasing, sweaty, playing

And oh so naughty :-)

Friday, January 28, 2011

The Highly Sensitive Person

Of him Pearl S. Buck wrote:

To him...

a touch is a blow,
a sound is a noise,
a misfortune is a tragedy,
a joy is an ecstasy,
a friend is a lover,
a lover is a god,
and failure is death.

My HSP traits.

I avoided being around other children when I was a child myself. I found children to be noisy, obnoxious and stressing! I still do.

I cut people out of my life when my relationship with them stresses me. The list of cut out people gets longer, the older I get.

I get startled easily and by almost anything.

I have an aversion to daily routines. I need to shake things up, once in a while, or I feel imprisoned.

I get concerned and think or worry about many things, and have also been told "you take things too personally." I'll be worrying about something someone told me in passing, while the someone doesn't even remember that they said the thing.

I can intuitively sense when someone is not telling me the truth, or they are trying to manipulate me or anyone else.

I'm just generally more aware of subtleties in relational dynamics. At this point, I really dislike this trait. A party or cafe visit is just not a party or cafe visit. It turns into a psychological study of the meaning of life in my mind!!!

I love living near large water bodies. I currently live near a lake and will be moving to a place near the sea. I also take looooong showers. Waters soothes me :-)

I am very conscientious, hard working, and meticulous, but I become uncomfortable and less efficient or productive when being watched or scrutinized. In fact I'll become a complete klutz, if someone is watching me to see if I can do something, or if I'm required to prove my abilities.

I am easily overwhelmed by chaos or clutter. I haaaate messes! Love a tidy room, preferably painted all white and with minimal furniture (also white).

I cant watch televised programs. The adverts rattle the hell out of me. All that racket (do they increase the sound for adverts???) and the quick flashing images...urghhhh!!!

I cant watch horror movies. I avoid sad movies and any troubling stories. As I somehow internalize the VERY worst of what is being shown or told and then replay it as if it were happening to me!!!!!!

I am empathetic, conscientious (sucks! always seems to work as a disadvantage) and I focus on solutions.

I need my days under the duvet, or I'll break down (this is getting worse with age, it seems).

I get very tired if I spend time too much time with people. I need my alone time, otherwise I feel imprisoned and start feeling like I want to flee, form this palnet. Literally...if I had a rocket, I'd be gone!

I'm still trying to make something of all these disjointed traits. Apparently HSP's are very creative and gifted, and I do see people recognizing something big in me, but the moment they do that, I disappear. I hate the attention, it feels damn suffocating. So, so far...I'm still searching....

Monday, January 24, 2011

I'm a VB fan

Victoria Beckham rocks my world. She comes across as so sweet and full of humor in interviews, and it makes me want to channel a little of that in me :-)

This video for her stunning dress collection is a case in point.

I also love personalities that most other people love to hate. I find that most people spend their time hating rich people who seem to be getting on with their fab lives...and THAT may be the real reason for the dislike (I mean like what's so sad about Jennifer Aniston (she rocks too) being single???? Seriously???).

Anyway, Victoria Beckham rocks!!! And she inspires me to be naughty, funny, witty and fabulous :-D