Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Of surrender

I can't but surrender
to the power in me
Others see it
I'm done hiding from it
I surrender

I'm still of strong will
but now I'm also yeilding
I'm still in this world
but now I'm not of it
I'm still utterly confident
but now I'm also completely vulnerable

In the new year
I come fully into knowing my infinite power
I am a vortex of wisdom and light
unconditional love and graceful joy

I surrender to the highest good for me and life!

so be it :-)

A blessed blessed new year to all. May we all awaken :-)

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Oh dear...I'm going napptural

So this is it eh?
Another big change at the beginning of yet another year
Cutting of my chemical laden locks
Exposing my funny head
And ears
Will be fun learning to love them
Inspired by sites such as and
I'll be getting to know my natural hair again

I'm going all nappy haired!

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Ooo I have to

I've been looking to what I want.
Looking less and less to what I dont want...
only using the undesired as a platform for knowing what I want.

I want absolute health
The more I read on this topic
the more I find that the body is magnificent
a walking divine machine
This has hardly been my scientist ass impression
thanks to my biiiiig degree lol

The more I read on this topic
the more I discover that what we call food hardly is food
that the powers that be approve of poison as food
and give the real food and anyone wanting to tell others of it
a REALLY hard time
to say the least

Even here in little sweet Denmark!

Ah well
Can only say
educate yourself on your own health
Sickness is an anomaly (not something to be shrouded with painkillers!!!)
health and vitality are natural!
and the shocker?!
Easy to attain.

Friday, December 19, 2008

This is me now

I am
free, dancing angel in the meadow
enjoying the breeze, the sun on my skin
smelling the flowers of life
listening to their silence
drinking in their beauty
hearing the stream
flowing with the stream
completely trusting in life
completely undone
unknowing, knowing
being unconditional love
light, strength and truth
I am

Monday, December 15, 2008

What I know for sure 2008

I started this year frivolously wishing to be the best me ever. What followed was a harrowing emotional and physical rollercoaster thats left me breathless and in love with me and life :-)

Is it really so hard to live a healthy happy life?
Do we have to sacrifice tooth and nail to have what we really want?

NO :-)

And I'll be celebrating that knowing into 2009 and beyond.

Saturday, December 13, 2008






Friday, December 12, 2008

Of silence and beyond

"Love is the voice under all silences, the hope which has no opposite in fear; the strength so strong mere force is feebleness: the truth more first than sun, more last than star..."

-E .E. Cummins

of reaching the precipice

there's only one thing to do
look forward
to inclusionary positive growth
to realizing were the darkness and the light
wonderfully whole, each part playing its perfect role
here now
there IS NO them or then

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Of the brain

The people is a beast of muddy brain
That knows not its own force, and therefore
Loaded with wood and stone, the powerless
Of a mere child guide it with bit and rein.
One kick would be enough to break the
But the beast fears, and what the child demands,
It does; nor its own terror understands,
Confused and stupefied by bugbears vain.
Most wonderful! with its own hands it ties
And gags itself — gives itself death and
For pence doled out by kings from its own
Its own are all things between earth and
But this it knows not; and if one arise
To tell this truth, it kills him unforgiven.

Minds truly have a power of their own and a very self-defeating one if left unchecked.

That power is nothing, however, compared to the love and grace of the spirit and the strength and wellness of the body :-)

That power is everything if it is in alignment with spirit and body :-)

Of opinions from the other side

"Your world is pointing toward an insistence on conformity which is causing you enormous grief. It's what's at the heart of all of your religious battles, and religious battles are what are at the heart of all of your battles. In other words, all of your wars and global irritation with one another are over your determination to promote sameness. Your democracy insists that it's the only government that works. And every religion (it's interesting to note) proclaims that it is the only one that works." Abraham

Hmmm...why is it the human brain is wired to seek conformity, act out of habit and fear the unknown...when the dreaded result is usually mundaneness?

Sunday, December 07, 2008

Of directions

"Always look to what you want instead of what you don't want." me

Thats easier said than done...holding thoughts of what I want for more than 20 seconds is one of hardest things to do, for me and for most people. I've however discovered that there is NO VALUE at all in thinking or worrying about things that I do not want...if I cannot act in the moment to solve whatever it is I'm not wanting then I WILL NOT give thought to it. There's just no point. Thinking about what I want makes me happier and thats the point of it all anyway.

Saturday, December 06, 2008

of expectations

"Get unreasonable and everything is possible, if you get reasonable you will have to lower your expectations and drop down to what every average person expects, which leads to an average life"

Anthony Robbins

Lets just say, I'm getting good at being very! unreasonable...and I'm having to hang on to the ride of my life!

Thursday, December 04, 2008

Of matters of the heart

The heart KNOWS what the mind so eagerly is wanting to but barely understands.

In ceasing to expect from others one starts to discover the hidden gold inside that overflows and leaves no need but feeds inspiration and loving action.

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

of seeking and finding

Its no secret...I've gone in search of the good things in life and I'm finding them in hordes. My chosen journey (everyone has their own distinct unique one) has me
  • meditating daily (sometimes twice daily)
  • working out often and eating vegetarian food
  • writing rampages of appreciation and positive expectation
The result: I'm sometimes so silly happy that I get happy about being happy...and end up doing hops of joy :-) Its FUN!!!!

I'm noticing beautiful shades of grey on a cloudy day! I'm enjoying the rains and embracing the cold wind as it caresses my skin. Sometimes I don't even realize how wonderful it is that I'm happy about the weather until I hear how disgruntled everyone else is about it...

Monday, December 01, 2008

Of lessons on love

Everything we do is infused with the energy with which we do it. As Gandhi said, 'We must be the change. What the ego doesn't want us to see is that the guns we need to get rid of first are the guns in our own heads Excerpted from A Return to Love: Reflections on the Principles of A Course in Miracles.

I'm getting rid of my guns
I AM rid of my guns
moment to moment
there's no other way to do it
I am having flowers instead
brilliant colorful beautifully divine flowers